The 'New Orleans Stare' -- Mental Health Needs of Blacks Acute
After Katrina
Kevin Weston
Pacific News Service, September 16th 2005
BATON ROUGE, La.--The New Orleans Stare. You can see it in the faces
of Katrina survivors here at the evacuation shelter at the River Center in
Baton Rouge.
A woman looks blankly at nothing -- rubbing her face and short graying afro
with wrinkled brown hands, sitting on a lonely chair outside the complex.
Old men sit on the curb smoking cigarettes and talking quietly to one another.
Young men try to occupy themselves by talking with relief workers and National
Guardsmen with M-16s. The stare -- the facial manifestation of overwhelming
loss -- is in all of the evacuees' eyes.
About 2,000 people call the River Center home. The vast majority is African
American. Though their immediate physical needs are being met, the mental
health issues black people are dealing with are off the radar screen in the
debate surrounding the recovery of the Gulf Coast region.
Dr. Rasheda Perine, 32, a New Orleans native, is an assistant professor of
psychology at Southern University in Baton Rouge and a practicing clinical
psychologist. Her immediate family and a family friend are staying with her,
all evacuees from New Orleans. The East New Orleans neighborhood where she
grew up has been completely destroyed.
Baton Rouge has added 260,000 new residents in the last 14 days, making it
the fastest-growing city in America. Most of the newcomers are from New Orleans.
Dr. Perine knows that seeking help through therapy is an issue for black
people.
"There is a lot of stigma in the black community about therapy," Perine says.
"You are supposed to deal with your own problems. We are like super-people
-- we're not supposed to cry."
She says African Americans suffer "a lot of self-hatred because we won't
express ourselves," and thinks that most Katrina victims will face Post-Traumatic
Stress Disorder.
"When you go through something very traumatic, you re-live it over and over
again," Perine says. "You have nightmares, a lot of anxiety. You can't function
as you normally would for months and sometimes years."
Dr. Perine herself has the look. As she talks, the tears are just beneath
the surface of her face, like river water behind a levee about to burst.
"I don't think I have actually cried about it yet," she says, "I think it
is going to happen soon but I have to be strong for my family."
She has, however, taken the time to process what the destruction of New Orleans
means for American society, especially black people.
"I think racism is so much a part of our culture that it is covert. I don't
think that President Bush outright dislikes black people, but it is so much
a part of our culture that when you see a black face you don't feel as much
sympathy or empathy as you do a white face. If there were cameras showing
the white faces, the evacuation would have been quicker."
Lenard Rochon, 27, is from the lower ninth ward in New Orleans. He got his
rap name, Venom, by "doing sneaky things and living a sneaky life and learning
the hard way, basically." He's lived at the River City shelter with 24 members
of his family since August 28, the day before the storm.
"It's stressful, it's hard, because I know I lost a lot of people down there
in the ninth ward," says Rochon, who hasn't accessed any mental health services
at the shelter. He deals with the stress by writing rhymes.
"I don't express my problems and my feelings by telling them to people,"
Rochon says. "Most of the time I express them by rappin' and thinking. I
talk to my wife sometimes, but that's about it."
Rochon wrote the following rap in the shelter, and as he busts it one of
his young family members comes over. The child, no more than 5, knows the
chorus and does the background vocals.
"So where you at, Mr. President / You know we need help leaving us up in
a situation by ourselves / Take a look all around you man see there's nothing
left / Except for problems in the streets no food up on the shelf / And the
water is contaminated you can see that man / But they steady tellin' lies
I can't believe that man."
(Rochon sings the chorus softly with his young hype man)
"So lord wont you help me / I think I'm going crazy / Many of my people died
/ But most of them they really loved / If you look up in my eyes / I tell
you this is for my people that find our passion see / They telling all these
lies but if you sending help / Then tell your people come and rescue me /
So won't you help me lawd."
"The 9/11 people didn't have to wait," Rochon says. The tsunami people didn't
have to wait. The people in Florida with the hurricanes didn't have to wait.
Why I gotta wait?"
According to Dr. Perine, the black poor in New Orleans "already had issues
of anger, feelings like life has no meaning, that (they) could care less
about things -- then this thing happens, and they feel like the nation does
not care while we are basically drowning or sitting in the hot sun."
Ahmad Ellis, 17, is a dark chocolate-brown long and skinny youngster from
the downtown area of New Orleans. Baby dreds jut out from all over his head,
on top of a 6-foot frame. He is bouncing a ball inside the shelter, watching
his homies play video games. Hundreds of people are resting and talking to
one another -- cots, tents and blankets line the walls and floor. The stare
is everywhere.
Ellis is having trouble sleeping. The flooded river city is never far from
his mind. "I been thinking about New Orleans, how it's gone," he says. "I
just don't talk about it. I just, I be -- I can't take it no more. Can't
sleep right. I been having dreams about it. Bad weird dreams. I thought I
was dead. The last dream I had, I was drowning and the rescue workers came
and rescued me. I feel weird, it be hot but I'm waking up in cold sweats.
"I have to deal with it. I don't know what's gonna happen. I don't feel safe
talking to anybody," Ellis says.
Dr. Perine says that for blacks in the South, the pastor or priest, not the
therapist, is where people go to talk.
"One of the things I tell people is, 'Maybe God brought the therapist here
to help alongside your pastor.' And then I ask, 'Can you tell your pastor
everything without being judged? You are supposed to be able to tell your
therapist everything without judgment. If you feel that way about your pastor,
that's fine as long as you are talking to someone.'"
Stacie Condley Barthelemy, 29, is a statuesquely beautiful dark brown woman
with a big smile and a quick tongue. She escaped from New Orleans just before
the storm. She has been in and out of the shelter, where 12 of her immediate
and extended family reside. Katrina destroyed her day-care business and her
home.
Barthelemy has talked to the many preachers who come to the shelter to counsel
evacuees.
"I have been leaning on faith all the way, because you can't depend on these
people to help you. You call FEMA, and you can only get so much money per
household. And when you apply you still don't get it. It can take a toll
on you."
Of the hundreds of therapists in the Baton Rouge area, only a handful --
about 40, according to the Association of Black Psychologists -- are African
American. Dr. Perine has advice for her white colleagues who may counsel
some of the evacuees.
"Black people might want to get their feelings of anger out that they got
left behind. If you can express empathy I think that is the most important
piece. You may see someone who talks about how they feel racism had an impact.
It would hurt that person if a therapist tries to get away from that conversation.
"You have to be willing to listen and not let your own biases get in the
way," Perine says.
PNS contributor Kevin Weston is editor-in-chief
of YO! Youth Outlook Multimedia, a journal of young life in the Bay Area.